I have a personal question?

I have taken a few depression quizes and scored kinda bad on all of em, I only took them cuz of the way I have been feeling and acting. I don't feel as usual as normal and I'm not as happy as I used to be. My phone isa house phone and i cnt call out of state so a depresson hotline can't help. need to know what else I can do to cope I can't talk to my mom she compares me to my friend and my dad is never around... help me? I really turn to my one guy friend and he tries to help but its not enough... I know how I feel isn't how a normal 15 yr old girl should. Its not right how bad I feel and the thoughts I am havng...