What do i do?please help :(?

I dont know what to do anymore!! I dont have any real friends, my only sister is always on her own little world and never listens to me !! I dont get along with my dad he is tooo everything ! He wants me to do evrything for him and i dont like that ..my mom ugh! She is awesome but she does whatever my dad says ! If i ask her if i can go out shes always like "idk ask your dad" and i hate that !!!! Imean yea but its not everything about him ,its supposed to be 50% nd 50% and she doesnt get that.. im just tired of my life ! I dont have a boyfriend and no one who can listen to me !! This is the first time i tell "someone" how i feel ..Im just so tired of everything !! But no one can see that because well i have this problem that i dont like anyone to see me down or anything so im the "happy one" in the house ! Butt no one really knows whats happening to me..Lately i have been in a bad mood and being very mean . I dont know how to control it. I wish i could scream evrything i just said in their fafes but i cnt !! Idk what to do right know pleasee help me ,honestly im even crying i cant h o l d it no more ..